The One for the Fringe Conspiracy Theorists
Finding truth on dinosaurs, Covid, NGOs, & several other rabbit holes
I shared earlier this week on my Instagram that truth seekers don’t win popularity contests. It’s a sentiment I’ve been working to wrestle down and shed for many years.
But with the last several years, starting with my journey toward clean living after being forced into an elimination diet to support my extreme preemie baby while breast feeding, it seems as though I’ve experienced the classic: pull a thread and unravel the whole sweater.
My friends on the left would classify some of my thoughts, and at least the voices I’ve entertained or learned from, as certifiably crazy. Many of my friends on the right feel vindicated with a healthy dose of “I told you so” - which in some cases is warranted. While several others are journeying right alongside me, finding solace in the fact that yes, someone else is seeing what they’re seeing.
In my experience though of exploring alternative thoughts and fringe voices, it’s something that you can’t beat into someone. Your best bet - both to preserve relationships with those who think differently and save a little bit of face - is simply to offer the information, trusting that people will seek it when they’re ready. That’s how truth works - it will always be true regardless of the effort the majority or mainstream attempts to silence or diminish credibility over. We simply have to let people arrive to their own decisions at their own pace because their story isn’t yours, they haven’t yet seen what you’ve seen or felt, and frankly fiercely independent people like myself just don’t like being told what to do. In many instances, people have a hard time reconciling the fact that they’ve been potentially lied to - that’s a hurtful process to come to terms with.
In the car last weekend with my whole family, Blake says to the kids tongue in cheek, “Mom believes a lot of conspiracy theories you guys.” With immediate defensiveness I shot back, “Name ONE that I’ve staked my reputation on that hasn’t come out to be true.” Blake is a good sport and loves me through my crazy - but it’s important to note he couldnt name one. ;) Having teens is super fun and one of them shot back and said, “what do you think the JFK files will say and who really killed him?” This is a topic of interest I’ve explored in depth since my early twenties - going so far as to hijacking a girl’s trip agenda in Dallas several years back, insisting we pivot our itinerary to visit the grassy knoll and walk through the JFK museum to see “where Lee Harvey Oswald” shot him.
My kids sat on the edge of their seats with bated breath to hear my thoughts on JFK, and Blake was impressed with the level of fact I could rattle off. I’ve thought most of these things for years, have explored countless angles and theories on the how and why, long before this Trump administration released the documents.
But that’s been my experience with a plethora of other “conspiracy theories”. They are shared by experts - not just amateur keyboard warriors. Covid vaccines, our toxic food supply, geo-engineering, the impact of metabolic health & our “healthcare” system - all very fringe topics that most likely get me ostracized (been there done that in Seattle) or flagged in certain circles. These experts though, the ones with the courage to speak out about what they’re finding, have years upon years in their fields on each of these things. They simply are coming to different conclusions than what is mainstream accepted, and in turn, being gaslight and silenced for it. As if their expertise and lived experiences don’t matter or aren’t real.
I just listened to the testimony of a practicing physician out of Texas who said she can’t figure out why the US gov’t has recently doubled down on recommending the covid jab for babies and children, when the VAERS shows that the jab itself is responsible for over 38,000 deaths already. She said historically what she was taught was that 5 deaths reported through VAERS for a specific drug or vaccine would trigger an investigation, and 50 would mean the FDA would pull it from the market. We’re at 38,000 deaths and now they’ve added it to the childhood jab schedule.1
That’s WILD.
But if you question it, you’re a weirdo. You’re a science denier and a right-wing extremist. I’m none of those things frankly, yet those are the labels I’ll be assigned by certain population subsets when this goes live.
Our culture has a habit of discrediting truth tellers - especially when those truths paint a broader picture and at minimum warrant us to question more things or demand a pause.
The biggest truth teller I know wasn’t popular either. Jesus came and brought a radical message that spoke of power being accessible to the lowliest of people. He empowered the outcasts and fringe people in society. He affirmed people groups like women, disabled people, and sinners of Mosaic law. He overrode rules that had been applied for generations about their food and how to achieve holiness, and he called out the most religious for enforcing narratives that really only served themselves.
And after he did all that, they killed him for it.
You see, truth telling always comes at a cost.
The enemy of truth - whether modern day political powers that stand to financially gain off of keeping you silent or sick - will always use tactics to make you feel crazy. This is an age-old strategy. To go against the grain is a path less traveled and one with gar greater resistance, which is why I always have empathy toward people not yet there. The majority will believe it because the reckoning required to open yourself up to otherwise, is dangerous. Your beliefs about what you thought was true and what you’ve always been told might be up for debate. Or worse, coming to terms with the thought that there are entities actively working to harm you is too evil for most of us to digest. Surely, that can’t be true right? That’s HARD and a gut wrenching reality to come to terms with.
But the pursuit of truth is always worth it. I don’t know anyone who WANTS to be lied to or duped.
So for the ones brave enough to question mainstream narratives, I’ve compiled below a short list of just some of the things Ive listened to on various topics in the last week. This isn’t meant to influence or convince you - truth does that on its own. And I believe that you know truth in your soul when you hear it, if you are open to it not simply seeking ammunition. This snapshot list is simply meant to be a resource for you if you’re starting to question things, or seek to understand what’s really going on beneath the general narrative you’re being fed and taught to believe.
I know I’m opening myself up for criticism, and probably disqualifying myself from being voted most popular, but thats okay. Because truth is empowering - I’ve experienced it myself. Truth has bolstered my faith, has reminded me of the importance of protecting my family because aside from our Savior, ain’t no one else coming to help. And in my experience, the more you know the better your quality of life can be because now you can make decisions for yourself and your family that are actually BEST, not just simply because thats what everyone else is doing.
Best Podcasts for Truth Seekers This Week
On Cancer & Covid:
A billionaire who shares how we’ve been lied to
On the age of the Earth, ancient civilizations, dinosaurs & the Bible:
On how the Bible supports what we find with archaeology:
On how our food system has been hijacked:
On the hidden realities of geo-engineering (aka cloud-seeding/chemtrails):
A Former US VP candidate spills the tea
How our kids & teens are losing their childhood:
On the underbelly of pro-choice NGO’s:
From the viewpoint of one of the former largest donors
On the truth of Covid vaccine & long terms effects:
From a practicing doctor who has seen thousands of patients
For the record, I’m simply a messenger. I’m not signing off or endorsing everything in any one of these episodes as Bible facts, nor endorsing these hosts as perfect people or infallible truth tellers, but they ARE alternative views that aren’t in the mainstream and worthy to cause us to stop and think. I reserve the right to get things wrong, but am listening and seeking to know as always THE WHOLE STORY.
If this list resonates, share it with your friends. Help others find the other “crazies” out there. ;)
I made my own attempt to verify this data on the VAERS website and while I don’t know exactly what I’m doing, it’s worth noting that I was able to pull a report that showed over 22,000 death from the Covid vax. You can check for yourself!